Unexpectedly, you came into my life
In
a moment.........of emptyness
a
vacuum, waiting to be filled.
When I least expected.........you were there
words
of encouragement
of
caring
Creeping slowly into my heart
forming
the shape of love.
My senses, in disbelief, told me "stop"
don't
listen........knowing
it's
couldn't be true,
Not real, that I have finally
found
you.
But my heart drifted.........
like
a snowflake
on
its' journey....effortlessly.
You're close enough to touch,
but
oh, so far away
I want to pull you in so close...
I
can't breathe,
afraid
you'll disappear.
Are we two star-crossed lovers
our
stars in position, synchronized
or
lost in a fantasy of longing.
Is each step bringing us closer
to
that place where we are hopelessly
entwined,
as one mind, one thought
one
soul, instead of two?
I fight the impulse to want you
in
this gusty night,
warm
arms to hold me.......
Safety...a haven from doubt and fears.
I succomb to my hunger
as
icy winds howl.......for you are
........My dream of someone......
Kay Ekwall©1999