Like grains of sand......
my
thoughts of you
wash........across my mind,
fading........in-and
out
with the endless tide.
Every now and then....
a
poignant memory bobs
to the surface................like a piece
of
driftwood........
on its' journey, not knowing where
it
is going..........not caring
just...............floating with the tide.
There was a time, when
we
were lovers
and the thought.......never
entered
our minds....that
we could part.
We walked around these beaches
.......laughing,
playing
you spashed water into my eyes..
and
then ran......laughing.
We had such fun then.
The clouds remind me .....of you.
How
you loved the clouds,
we would lay together........for hours
our
imaginations filling the time
with magical dragons, eagles, and
.......elephants
dancing.
Love seemed simple then,
it
was so easy......for me to love you,
We were so open........and
so
in love.
And then, the storms came.......
and
our love....was torn, shattered
each blow spinning us around.......until
we
reeled with the violence
and collapsed........like a weather balloon
spiraling
towards the earth.
Our love was caught........in the undertow,
and
pulled us down......the sweetness gone
a
gaping hole where my heart was.
Now.........I wander alone......breathing the cool,
moist
air......watching seagulls dipping..
soaring..wiggling
my toes in the warm sand,
wishing.............wondering what life could have been
like
...............if there had been no storm.....
Kay Ekwall©1999