Perchance..............
Did
you see her there?
That
little white dog.......
always
at her side.
I
must confess I peered quite intently
to
see the look in her eyes.
Why.........I
need to share her sorrow,
I'm
sure I don't know.
The
hair from out her bonnet,
quite
untidy..........not like her.
The
attempt at normalcy....is obvious.
In
a place of regret
the
sadness over takes one,
touching
the heart.
Why
I shared this -
I
can't tell-I knew him not.
He
was a man about town,
well
thought of, some say.
Though
hints at sordid affairs...
(we
caught the drift from those who knew him well)
And
yet, he loved his children..
from
a former marriage.
That
speaks well of him.
He
freely gave to the church -
a
pious man, not boastful.
Subtle
stirrings....
all
was not well at home.
But...what
could one expect?
She,
so much older than he.
An
arranged marriage,
a
dowry.
No
children between them,
sad
recompense.
In
another time.......they
would
not have tried
to
have a semblance
of
happiness.
And
now........the accident,
so
unlike him
to
leave her alone.
That
night, so stormy.
No
apparent reason to go out.
And
he, found lashed to the boat.
NO
FOLLY?
.......
Indeed!
The
proprietor of the inn saw him
not-
"Wasn't
by here"
FOLLY - Indeed!
The
unfamiliar surroundings...
The
scarf around his neck,
bespeaks
of foul play.
It
took a full two weeks
to
identify him-his purse gone.
The
constable waiting by the
boat...
not
wanting to accuse....
not
sure whom to accuse.
And
so, closed the case.
And
now, she sits,
amid
the whispers,
holding
her head up high.
I
can see her uncertainty,
holding
back her need to cry.
If
only there'd been children
to
shore her up, to give
her
a future.
Yeah
- I fear for her sanity.
When
the mourning is over..
I
shall visit her,
And
see what we......have
wrought!
Kay Ekwall©2000
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